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dear you,
So I checked and its pretty much been 5 weeks. 5 weeks since I met you properly for the first time, 5 weeks since we started talking. 5 weeks of talking to you so often that I'm starting to not know what to do when I don't have you there to talk to. Well, when I say talk, I mean msg, or email, or msn. I do like you, it feels so stupid to say. I've been in your presence for all of 2 days, max, pretty much the first time I met you and actually spent any time with you, how can I like you after such a short period of time?
I wish I understood what you want from me. We can be friends, if that's what the deal is. I won't deny I want more. I always want more. I really hope you feel the same way I do. Only 2 weeks until I see you again, and I find out how its all going to go down.
Just please, please, don't want Scott instead of me.
-me
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Dear you. Fuck off out of my life. You've messed up half a year; I don't need you messing up the rest. Why you're still affecting me I really do not know. Why I can't let you off as a bad job, yeah he's a mummy's boy, yeah he needs to grow the fuck up, yeah. Okay. Shut up bitching about me to my friends, shut up ignoring me when I try and be nice. Why is it I don't see you for 5 months and then one sight of you gives me butterflies, and makes me feel sick at the same time. Because on Saturday, I wanted you to come over and talk to me, and just hug me because you've never done that before. Not even when I spent the last of my birthday money on a present for you, and I didn't have any for my best friend, not when I wasted 2 hours of my time, on what was going to be the best night of my life, and you didn't even notice me. Whenever it was just you and me, you never noticed. Well, this is it. I've said my bit, and you've said yours. Of your own accord? I don't fucking believe you.
Good luck getting straight A*'s because I hope you know what it's cost you. I loved you, Hayley. x
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